
This is not fun for my first blog but at least its something to put on the page... It´s Pretty difficult for me now. My studies are going ok but I am getting pretty tired of living here in this ghost-town. There is nothing here for me to do except school. I am on my 3rd year in college and I am going to finish my work and graduate at this school. But I wanna move to the city, Reykjavik I mean. It would be more active there and I would need to do everything my self. Mom still dose everything for me, cook, wash my cloths, but I sometimes help around the house but its not the same. I need my own apartment and do stuff. Today I woke up at 12.30 and I am done doing that since the beginning of this year. This is how my daily routine has been since this year started.I wake up at about 12.30-1.00pm I eat "breakfast" then I either watch TV, do my homework, do some chores or am on the computer... Then comes dinner at about 6.00 pm and after dinner I go back down to my room watch TV or do more homework until 9.00pm when I get something to eat before bed, go back downstairs until 3.00 am when I go to bed...
I mean this is a sucky routine and I wanna change it but how?? Where should I start?? I think I am being like this because there is nothing else to do in this beautiful, friendly, boring ghost type of a town... I can´t do this anymore. I NEED to leave this town and go to the city.
I already talked to my folks about it and they think is a good idea. Because I am on social security (invalid) I have the right to apply for a apartment in the city that the invalid union in Iceland owns. So I am taking this slow and easy. Next month when I go to my medical examination I will talk to my doctors about this and find out what I can do and take it from there.
My life has been this boring since my twin sister died. Boy I miss her. But I always try to look on the bright-side of things and one day it will happen that I will finely move to the city. I am just taking it one day at a time and try to change things on the way.
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